Tuesday, March 11, 2003

Well this will be just a short update. Me and Jenni broke up, she's still madly in love with Candice (who happens to be sitting right next to me right now, lol) and I'm having all kinds of fun in the new chat. I was in there last night for like an hour. I adore those people. Well the regulars and I seem to have discovered the ignore button on AOL isn't it great? It amuses me to know end, i don't have to watch those dumb people get on my nerves. Well, I'm off to go look at sites. Yay me. no. really.

Friday, March 07, 2003

Serves her right, hurrumph. And NO I WILL NOT CHANGE IT! That's to those of you who have any clue, whatsoever, of what I'm talking about. I'm at school right now. I have not access to the internet now accept from here. My Parent's are visiting the smokies, and me and my brother are left to stay at Nanna's. Nanna has no computer, god help me. I'm talking to Emily right now. We're in the accursed computer lab of the school- I hate school. I'll be staying with tricia till (at the most) 9:00 tonight. Dearest Joe-Bob will be taking us to her house after school today. Joe-Bob is all powerful. This means that Joe-Bob has a car. *bows before the Joe_bob* I WANT A CAR!!!! But, believe me we don't love him just for his car. There's always the hair! ; ) lmao, j/k, believe me. Joe-Bob's a good friend. Well, gotta go, maybe more later.

Monday, March 03, 2003

SARAH SARAH SARAH nyah nyah nyah!
I've actually had ppl bitching at me to post! lmao, isn't that the greatest thing? Jenni's at Jenny's tonight, so I have no one to talk to bleh : ( it's very depressing. Mom also sicked the AO-HELL guardian on me, which also sucks big time. Ooh someone just i.m'ed me. Never mind it's Ashley, my little brothers ex. I hate online sometimes. This means that i can't go to planetout. At least I don't think i can. If I can't i'm going to be extremely unhappy. I'm really getting into Blood and Gold. If only Marius would quit bitching for a while! Brian says he has a pictures of the Joe-bob doing very un joe-bobish stuff. I'm not happy and I'm worried about the joe-bob now. I've been exhausted lately. I can't tell my "family" anything about myself. Not one damned thing. I'm the type that likes to ramble too. I like to tell people about my day but i can't tell them. I can't tell them anything. It really bothers me, makes me depressed. I LIVE WITH THESE PEOPLE! What do they know about me? Not a damned thing, not one damned thing. They know that Emily, Joe-Bob, SARAH (put in caps to piss her off, hi there sarah :D), and Tricia are the people that I hang out with. They know I like Harry Potter and they know about The Chronicles. They know I like to write and that I go to high school and ride a bus there most of the time. Other than that (besides basics) they don't know shit. Not one damned thing. I used to tell them everything, ya know? But i don't know and it makes me uneasy and holy fuck! THE DAMNED TATTLE TALE will write this down. Excuse me, I feel the need to go to mom's email and delete it. Later!
I've actually had ppl bitching at me to post! lmao, isn't that the greatest thing? Jenni's at Jenny's tonight, so I have no one to talk to bleh : ( it's very depressing. Mom also sicked the AO-HELL guardian on me, which also sucks big time. Ooh someone just i.m'ed me. Never mind it's Ashley, my little brothers ex. I hate online sometimes. This means that i can't go to planetout. At least I don't think i can. If I can't i'm going to be extremely unhappy. I'm really getting into Blood and Gold. If only Marius would quit bitching for a while! Brian says he has a pictures of the Joe-bob doing very un joe-bobish stuff. I'm not happy and I'm worried about the joe-bob now. I've been exhausted lately. I can't tell my "family" anything about myself. Not one damned thing. I'm the type that likes to ramble too. I like to tell people about my day but i can't tell them. I can't tell them anything. It really bothers me, makes me depressed. I LIVE WITH THESE PEOPLE! What do they know about me? Not a damned thing, not one damned thing. They know that Emily, Joe-Bob, SARAH (put in caps to piss her off, hi there sarah :D), and Tricia are the people that I hang out with. They know I like Harry Potter and they know about The Chronicles. They know I like to write and that I go to high school and ride a bus there most of the time. Other than that (besides basics) they don't know shit. Not one damned thing. I used to tell them everything, ya know? But i don't know and it makes me uneasy and holy fuck! THE DAMNED TATTLE TALE will write this down. Excuse me, I feel the need to go to mom's email and delete it. Later!

Saturday, February 08, 2003

Not to far in reading Blood and Gold yet. Still worship the ground Marius walks upon though. *waves at everyone*. I explained things to tricia best as I could and now we just have to wait and see what happens. *sigh* Anyway, we went to Rafferty's today and the Scotty dude (his look a like) was there. Don't ask. I've got another blog to go update in a sec. You all should know I'm wiccan. I got a weird feeling last night. Really weird. I don't like what's going on I should get offline and see how Tricia's doing. I'd hate for it to have been to do with her. After what happened at my party....she's just not ready for this. I need to call her, tell her to stay out of it. I miss scooby (a spirit....of sorts) terribly and his being gone is having terrible effects on my sanity. I can only pray that he's not dead. Who knows, I don't even know if he can die or not. According to edward (*wink, wink* Sarah!) anything can be killed. Well later

Friday, February 07, 2003

OKay for some reason my last entry didn't post right. I'm wondering if it works now...I'll ask someone else later because it always works for me. Well, there's no school today because of the snow. Already I'm bored and miss Jenni terribly. Tricia and me are into it. Well, she's spiffed with me. Same reason as always. I don't know what I'm going to do, don't really care right now. Too tired.

Tuesday, February 04, 2003

So sorry for not updating. I keep forgetting. I've decided that i hate ppl. I just wanted you to know that. I've also decided that I'm an ostrich! Just thought you might like to know that too. Anyway, I'm going to write an article and try to get it published in a couple of zines. That should be fun especially if I get published. It's going to be the outlook of ppl like me, not neccissarily gay but yeah....anyway....as for today there's been a minimum amount of lesbian bashing. yay. I hate ppl. ooh and Tricia (who's a squirrel) let me borrow "Blood and Gold" also, she let me borrow "Merrick"!! YAY! *bows at the squirrelly one's feet* Today was Jen's (my significant other) papaw's b-day and she's been sad. Which makes me sad. *pout* and DAD offered to take me upstate!! To see what's-his-face (never knew his name) my missing half bro. Ain't that odd? He's at an N.A. meeting right now. Thank god...well...more later. I'm grounded for a week. I love Jenni!

Monday, January 20, 2003

Well this is the beginning of my blog. This Side of the Fence is all about my life. I'll eventually get to everything. It's funny isn't it, how my favorite books are by V.C. Andrews and Anne Rice, and then my life begins to become one of there books? Maybe even a mixture of it. When I was younger I wanted that more than anything. To meet someone(thing) like The Brat Prince, or to have an exciting life like one of the Landry's (<~~fav. VC series) and now that it's like that, I just want to go back to it. This should do for some interesting reading. Dad's out doing NA stuff (Narcotics Anon) and i can't help but wonder if that's always what he's doing when he leaves. If it wasn't for the drug testing every week (none today) we'd never really know. After the fight last night i just don't think the lives in this house have changed it all...need to go do laundry, i'll post more later...Nick (my brother) wants Donnie (my comp.)